What the hell am I doing here???
2/15/2010 04:57:00 PM 0 Comments »
Well. I am about to be the mother of a 16 y/o. He will be old enough to drive next month. I really don't know how time goes by so quickly.
It is so easy to recall times that I held him in my arms as an infant. It's so easy to remember sleepless nights and watching him learn to walk and hearing his first words.
And it's crazy to me that the worries get bigger. They grow into worries about school and friendships...
Then worrying about relationships with girls...Will he get a girl pregnant? Will he protect himself from diseases? Will she break his heart? Will he conduct himself with dignity?
And school...Will he get good grades? Will he be able to go to college? Can I get him to stop ditching?
I can't even fathom him driving. I'm worried about so many things already.
Being a mom is hard. :(
Peace Out,
Mom
It is so easy to recall times that I held him in my arms as an infant. It's so easy to remember sleepless nights and watching him learn to walk and hearing his first words.
And it's crazy to me that the worries get bigger. They grow into worries about school and friendships...
Then worrying about relationships with girls...Will he get a girl pregnant? Will he protect himself from diseases? Will she break his heart? Will he conduct himself with dignity?
And school...Will he get good grades? Will he be able to go to college? Can I get him to stop ditching?
I can't even fathom him driving. I'm worried about so many things already.
Being a mom is hard. :(
Peace Out,
Mom
