On This Hallow's Eve

10/31/2007 05:49:00 PM 0 Comments »


I'm not feeling especially Halloween-ey. I don't really know why...Usually I love this holiday, but my kids aren't so into it this year and that kind of rubs off on me. I am also really tired...as usual! I've quit one of my jobs so that I can have some more time. I'm really looking forward to it! Friday is my last night counting money at night. Yeah! I hope everyone goes out tonight and has some mischievous, wicked fun!!!

Peace Out,

Mom

We Made It!

10/27/2007 10:31:00 AM 1 Comment »






These are a few images of our fires. When you look at the map of San Diego county to see what was burned and who was evacuated, it is really quite devastating. If you watched TV long enough, it almost felt apocalyptic. All day for three days, the only thing that was on the news was fire coverage. The skies are cloudy, and there is smoke and ash everywhere. They are telling people that although the fires are diminishing, the air quality will be awful for days. We are all due to return to school and work on Monday. It has been a strange week.
On Monday morning, they were announcing school closures on the radio and I had flash backs to snow days in Washington state. The difference is, on a snow day, you could play outside in the snow all day with your friends, and in this case, we were all inside cloistered around the TV waiting for the notice to evacuate. I know this is not a unique thing. People all over the world have to endure this scare, but when you have to pack up what you think is important, it really makes you realize what you really care about. All of this stuff in my house is mostly just "stuff." Many people have lost their homes, but amazingly, only three people died. Two of them were a couple that refused to leave their home and went down in the fire. Sad, really.
I've heard on TV that people are making a connection between San Diego and New Orleans. They are speculating that because SD is a rich, white county, that is why our evacuees were treated "better" by the US government. Let me tell you that when they started evacuating to Qualcomm stadium, they asked for donations from the community, and they got it. They got so many donations that they had to ask for the donations to stop. Animals were taken care of, people were housed and fed, all because our community stepped up. The federal government didn't help out until days later. On a side note, in SD county, whites are the minorities! So, whoever is pulling the race card doesn't know what the hell they are talking about. This has been devastating for SD county, put the community is stepping up. Maybe that's what the difference is.
My family is all safe. My friends are all safe, too. We know someone who lost his house in the fire, and our cousin moved back into his house yesterday. His house survived while some of his neighbors' houses burned. He was lucky, as are we.
Four years ago, there was a big fire, the Cedar fire, that burned a lot of our county, but it was nothing like this. It will be a time for change in our communities, but it will get better! San Diego is a beautiful place to live.
I appreciate everyone writing and commenting their well-wishes. Thanks. And thanks to the firefighters who kept us safe and those that are still out there trying to get this fire put out.
Peace Out,
Mom

Our city is on fire!

10/23/2007 11:18:00 AM 3 Comments »

We can see the fire if we step outside. It really is quite unnerving. Yesterday, we went to work in the morning until they sent us home. The winds were whipping around and my hair was flying. The scent of ash and smoke was in the air, and I suddenly thought of the movie Firestarter. I felt almost powerful. I can't really explain it. Then, we were called to pick up the boys. Three boys, three different schools. All of them were complete chaos. Parents were freaking out, kids were relishing the excitment and fear in the air. This is something that they can talk about with their friends when it is all over...Where were you when the fires were threatening our schools, our homes, our businesses? My feeling of power soon gave way to feelings of powerlessness as I looked out and saw the fire creeping over and down the hill. It is right by where we got married. It makes me sad and reminds me that life is treacherous.
We are not supposed to use our cell phones, but it's hard not to want to call everyone you know just to find out if they are okay. We have packed the van with our papers, photos, and overnight clothes. I let the boys put a bag together with their keepsakes, just in case. They are worried, and we do our best to explain things to them, but they are worried about their friends, their schools, and their "stuff." My oldest asked me if I had my most prized posessions packed away in the van. I looked at him and told him that my most prized posession was standing right in front of me, and I will make sure he is safe. All I care about is that we survive. The rest is just "stuff."
My heart goes out to everyone who is in danger. Be safe. And if they tell you to leave, get out!

Tired and Busy

10/17/2007 10:26:00 PM 0 Comments »
I was remarking to a blogger friend that I may have finally reached the point where my foundation is cracking. I am growing weary of this busy life. It is just non-stop! I need a break. My brain hurts. My kids are great and they really help to keep me sane. They are the reason I work so hard, and yet they are the reason I don't want to work at all. Weird, huh? Back to the grind...
Peace out,
Mom