Not-So-Normal Mom

So, my kids are on vacation I have graduated from college, and I am married. What am I going to do now????? We are still discussing moving from beautiful San Diego to Dallas, Texas. A few months ago, we were totally going. Then all of a sudden, a couple of weeks ago, my new husband jumped onto the fence about it. What??? So, am I now depending on my NH to make all the decisions for me? Do I want to move? I don't even know! Part of me wants my oldest to finish out his sixth grade year at this school he's gone to his whole life, but then my middle son would be missing out, too. That's really a no-win situation. Part of me wants to stay here and be with my friends. Part of me wants to go there and have a huge house. (Because there, you can get a HUGE house for what a tiny, one bedroom shack costs here.) The same houses that cost 200k there, cost 900k here. DAMN! Anyway, I would like a dog and a yard instead of apartment dwelling. I think maybe I would like to have another baby. I would like my NH to dump his business partner(he is absolutely AWFUL!!!) If we stay here, I would like to start a business, and continue with school. I guess I could be happy either way. I just would like to feel secure. Not all up in the air waiting for a decision to be made, you know?
So, what am I doing....I am writing thank you notes, making dr appointments, and packing for Vegas. That's right baby, we are going on our familymoon. Similiar to a honeymoon, but with the whole family. It will be a blast! We are leaving tomorrow night and coming back Sun/Mon. Woo Hoo!!!!
Today is my middle son's birthday. We are going to Fuddruckers for dinner. Next week, we are having kids over for "going to the movies birthday party". We are totally going to see "Shark Boy and Lava Girl". That's right, we're doing the party in 3-D. Cool!!! My little baby "bubba hoozie" is two!!! He turned two last friday! We also went to Fuddruckers for his birthday!!!! I guess we like it there! So, thats it for my update. Life is good.
Peace out,
Mom

Woo Hoo! The wedding was last Friday and I think it was beautiful! I am so proud of how well my mom and I (and my girls) all pulled together to make it a wonderful event. I think it was a testament to how much we all care for and support each other. It really turned out great. Jason and I were both moved to tears during the ceremony and I can't even begin to tell you what that meant to me. I always knew Jason loved me, but just to be there and really FEEL that love and SEE how much it affected him really touched me. Everyone was really moved by the ceremony. We had a family ceremony, too. We said "vows" to our boys and it just all felt right. Of course, it wasn't perfect, the baby was sick and had a few moments, but we excpected something, so we weren't upset at all. And there was one person, who I will refer to as "Grimace" who made me a touch angry, but I have decided to just let it go....It is actually very sad. She felt the need to try and steal our thunder because she wanted to have a say in it, and I didn't let her. So, she spent the evening trying to take over whatever she could. All it did was make some of my guests angry and make her look desperate. Anyway... I'm happy. She has gone back to the dark side, away from me, and I am living here, happy as a clam!=) I'll post a picture when I get them back!!! I suppose I should have more time to write now that I have graduated and the wedding is over....we'll see!!!!
Peace out,
Mom